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badbobbybarnes ([personal profile] badbobbybarnes) wrote2008-10-28 05:06 pm
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Blargh

Danger, Will Robinson, Danger. Totally random mun post because the mun refuses to maintain a personal journal.

For the record, yes, I'm bitchy. For the record, I am also rather disgruntled with some of my pups.

I am disgruntled with Rabbit. He is overstressed because of the things I have done to him. And, as amusing as the idea of killing him is, as cathartic as it would be for me in the short term, I am aware of the effect it would have on others. I have been screwed over enough by other people's actions to not do that to anyone else.

I am disgruntled with the Dog. This is COMPLETELY my fault. He is taking that miscarriage thing pretty hard.

But, even with my disgruntledness, I know that I, and no one else, is ultimately responsible for their actions. Yes, there are times when it feels like they are running the show. But they aren't. I am. And, while I try to let things go as they will, sometimes my intervention is ABSOLUTELY required. Yes, I feel bad when I do it and I have to make damn sure that it doesn't come off OOC. But I'm not playing with myself and I try very hard to not let my pups do things that will screw over someone else.

I'd like to think that I succeed more often then I fail. But I know that I do fail.

And for those failures, I am sorry.

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