They were in Venice. Venice always was lovely this time of year. Not that Bobby had the faintest idea what time of year it actually was. The passage of time time had ceased to matter.
And why should it matter? They weren't counting down to anything anymore. There was nothing to look forward to, nothing to eagerly await. There was only living, such as it was. Leo had retreated into wherever it was that he went while he and Mel traveled Europe.
Bobby had no illusions. They were running blindly. They were looking for the answer to a question that didn't have an answer. They were looking for the why. The why that didn't matter. It was done. All that was left was to rebuild.
All that was left was to admit that there was truly a foundation to rebuild on. He still loved her and he wasn't so sure she believed him. He was, in fact, quite certain that she had decided he'd built his walls again, the walls he'd had when he met Leo, the walls he'd had the first time he slept with her.
He had not. He couldn't. They were destroyed.
"Hey, Mel, whatcha thinking?" He called out over his shoulder, having heard her come out onto the balcony of their small rented apartment.
And why should it matter? They weren't counting down to anything anymore. There was nothing to look forward to, nothing to eagerly await. There was only living, such as it was. Leo had retreated into wherever it was that he went while he and Mel traveled Europe.
Bobby had no illusions. They were running blindly. They were looking for the answer to a question that didn't have an answer. They were looking for the why. The why that didn't matter. It was done. All that was left was to rebuild.
All that was left was to admit that there was truly a foundation to rebuild on. He still loved her and he wasn't so sure she believed him. He was, in fact, quite certain that she had decided he'd built his walls again, the walls he'd had when he met Leo, the walls he'd had the first time he slept with her.
He had not. He couldn't. They were destroyed.
"Hey, Mel, whatcha thinking?" He called out over his shoulder, having heard her come out onto the balcony of their small rented apartment.
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:02 pm (UTC)From:In the end, she told him the truth. "I'm trying to decide if I should put figs or pears in the pastry for tomorrow's breakfast."
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:07 pm (UTC)From:"What else?"
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:18 pm (UTC)From:She took a deep breath, letting it out slowly as she went back over her thoughts for the last hour or so. For someone who wrote fantasy, she'd always been exceedingly practical. The kind who made lists and crossed everything off. Most of it could be summed up fairly simply, but there were a few passing thoughts worth mentioning. "I've been thinking of all the things left to be done on construction, can't get away from that. I thought about doing some clothes shopping, just for fun, and maybe some gifts to send to my folks."
She shrugged. "I thought about asking you to take a walk with me tonight, after it got dark enough."
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:22 pm (UTC)From:Then he leaned a little bit closer and kissed her cheek. "I'd like that an awful lot."
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:28 pm (UTC)From:She shifted closer to him so she could kiss his his lips. "A nice long walk, then, and we can find somewhere to eat? Maybe even dance if we are ambitious?" She wasn't sure why she suggested that. She hadn't been dancing in longer than she could remember.
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:49 pm (UTC)From:He stood up, pulling at her hand. "Come lay with me?"
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Date: Nov. 30th, 2008 10:54 pm (UTC)From:As she teased, she walked backwards, leading him toward the bedroom. "You talked me into it." She kissed him again just as they reached the bedroom and actually blushed a little. "Is this something I should take clothes off for?"
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Date: Dec. 1st, 2008 08:15 am (UTC)From:With her blush, he grinned. "No, baby. I think ya can keep ya clothes on. I just want to hold ya." He thought about this for another moment. "Well, maybe take off your shirt."
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Date: Dec. 1st, 2008 03:15 pm (UTC)From:She let go of him long enough to strip off her shirt, which went flying with a flourish, and then she grabbed his hands again As the shirt came off she realized that what she'd said was true. For now, while they were traveling, things really were just for him. Unlike him, she couldn't even feel Leo anymore.
Her smile never wavered though, as they reached the bed and got settled. She wanted to enjoy being in Bobby's arms.
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Date: Dec. 1st, 2008 03:40 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: Dec. 1st, 2008 06:41 pm (UTC)From:She inhaled deeply, breathing in the sent of his skin, which made her squirm a little closer. "You smell good."